Submitted by: Violet
It’s been over a year since my abortion. I’ve gone through every single emotion — grief, guilt, relief, happiness, sadness, etc.
But right now I’m feeling defeated. I feel like I lost so much. I lost the love of my life, who I could’ve had this child with. I lost myself. I lost the ability to go every day without thinking about it. I lost my happiness. I don’t know what to do.
I know the decision I made was right at the time, but I can’t help but wonder if I would be happier if I went a different route. I have no one to talk to about this. I feel So alone. I just want someone to tell me it’s going to be ok. I feel so lost but at the same time so relieved.
I need help. I don’t want to lose myself. I just want someone to talk to. I pray that anyone going through my situation will be ok one day too. We are strong. Much love to all of you. I just needed to vent my sadness.