Submitted by: Erin
I had an abortion back in September, and my due date is quickly approaching. It was really rough as I was also dealing with a break up from a mentally and physically abusive boyfriend who was the father. I wanted so badly to keep my baby, but I knew it would not have been in the best interest for his/her life given the circumstances. It literally has broken my heart into pieces.
I keep asking myself if I made the wrong choice, or what if I could’ve gotten away. I know I shouldn’t, but it is so easy to lose sight of why I made the decisions I did. I knew what I wanted, but I had to do what I needed to do. It puts the biggest hole in my chest and endless tears knowing my baby would be here any day now.